|  |  | A.P. Chekhov - The Lottery TicketIVAN DMITRITCH, a middle-class man who lived with his family on 
				an income of twelve hundred a year and was very well satisfied 
				with his lot, sat down on the sofa after supper and began 
				reading the newspaper."I forgot to look at the newspaper today," his wife said to him 
				as she cleared the table. "Look and see whether the list of 
				drawings is there."  "Yes, it is," said Ivan Dmitritch; "but hasn't your ticket 
				lapsed?"  "No; I took the interest on Tuesday."  "What is the number?"  "Series 9,499, number 26."  "All right . . . we will look . . . 9,499 and 26."  Ivan Dmitritch had no faith in lottery luck, and would not, as a 
				rule, have consented to look at the lists of winning numbers, 
				but now, as he had nothing else to do and as the newspaper was 
				before his eyes, he passed his finger downwards along the column 
				of numbers. And immediately, as though in mockery of his 
				scepticism, no further than the second line from the top, his 
				eye was caught by the figure 9,499! Unable to believe his eyes, 
				he hurriedly dropped the paper on his knees without looking to 
				see the number of the ticket, and, just as though some one had 
				given him a douche of cold water, he felt an agreeable chill in 
				the pit of the stomach; tingling and terrible and sweet!  "Masha, 9,499 is there!" he said in a hollow voice.  His wife looked at his astonished and panic-stricken face, and 
				realized that he was not joking.  "9,499?" she asked, turning pale and dropping the folded 
				tablecloth on the table.  "Yes, yes . . . it really is there!"  "And the number of the ticket?"  "Oh, yes! There's the number of the ticket too. But stay . . . 
				wait! No, I say! Anyway, the number of our series is there! 
				Anyway, you understand. . . ."  Looking at his wife, Ivan Dmitritch gave a broad, senseless 
				smile, like a baby when a bright object is shown it. His wife 
				smiled too; it was as pleasant to her as to him that he only 
				mentioned the series, and did not try to find out the number of 
				the winning ticket. To torment and tantalize oneself with hopes 
				of possible fortune is so sweet, so thrilling!  "It is our series," said Ivan Dmitritch, after a long silence. 
				"So there is a probability that we have won. It's only a 
				probability, but there it is!"  "Well, now look!"  "Wait a little. We have plenty of time to be disappointed. It's 
				on the second line from the top, so the prize is seventy-five 
				thousand. That's not money, but power, capital! And in a minute 
				I shall look at the list, and there -- 26! Eh? I say, what if we 
				really have won?"  The husband and wife began laughing and staring at one another 
				in silence. The possibility of winning bewildered them; they 
				could not have said, could not have dreamed, what they both 
				needed that seventy-five thousand for, what they would buy, 
				where they would go. They thought only of the figures 9,499 and 
				75,000 and pictured them in their imagination, while somehow 
				they could not think of the happiness itself which was so 
				possible.  Ivan Dmitritch, holding the paper in his hand, walked several 
				times from corner to corner, and only when he had recovered from 
				the first impression began dreaming a little.  "And if we have won," he said -- "why, it will be a new life, it 
				will be a transformation! The ticket is yours, but if it were 
				mine I should, first of all, of course, spend twenty-five 
				thousand on real property in the shape of an estate; ten 
				thousand on immediate expenses, new furnishing . . . travelling 
				. . . paying debts, and so on. . . . The other forty thousand I 
				would put in the bank and get interest on it."  "Yes, an estate, that would be nice," said his wife, sitting 
				down and dropping her hands in her lap.  "Somewhere in the Tula or Oryol provinces. . . . In the first 
				place we shouldn't need a summer villa, and besides, it would 
				always bring in an income."  And pictures came crowding on his imagination, each more 
				gracious and poetical than the last. And in all these pictures 
				he saw himself well-fed, serene, healthy, felt warm, even hot! 
				Here, after eating a summer soup, cold as ice, he lay on his 
				back on the burning sand close to a stream or in the garden 
				under a lime-tree. . . . It is hot. . . . His little boy and 
				girl are crawling about near him, digging in the sand or 
				catching ladybirds in the grass. He dozes sweetly, thinking of 
				nothing, and feeling all over that he need not go to the office 
				today, tomorrow, or the day after. Or, tired of lying still, he 
				goes to the hayfield, or to the forest for mushrooms, or watches 
				the peasants catching fish with a net. When the sun sets he 
				takes a towel and soap and saunters to the bathing-shed, where 
				he undresses at his leisure, slowly rubs his bare chest with his 
				hands, and goes into the water. And in the water, near the 
				opaque soapy circles, little fish flit to and fro and green 
				water-weeds nod their heads. After bathing there is tea with 
				cream and milk rolls. . . . In the evening a walk or vint with 
				the neighbours.  "Yes, it would be nice to buy an estate," said his wife, also 
				dreaming, and from her face it was evident that she was 
				enchanted by her thoughts.  Ivan Dmitritch pictured to himself autumn with its rains, its 
				cold evenings, and its St. Martin's summer. At that season he 
				would have to take longer walks about the garden and beside the 
				river, so as to get thoroughly chilled, and then drink a big 
				glass of vodka and eat a salted mushroom or a soused cucumber, 
				and then -- drink another. . . . The children would come running 
				from the kitchen-garden, bringing a carrot and a radish smelling 
				of fresh earth. . . . And then, he would lie stretched full 
				length on the sofa, and in leisurely fashion turn over the pages 
				of some illustrated magazine, or, covering his face with it and 
				unbuttoning his waistcoat, give himself up to slumber.  The St. Martin's summer is followed by cloudy, gloomy weather. 
				It rains day and night, the bare trees weep, the wind is damp 
				and cold. The dogs, the horses, the fowls -- all are wet, 
				depressed, downcast. There is nowhere to walk; one can't go out 
				for days together; one has to pace up and down the room, looking 
				despondently at the grey window. It is dreary!  Ivan Dmitritch stopped and looked at his wife.  "I should go abroad, you know, Masha," he said.  And he began thinking how nice it would be in late autumn to go 
				abroad somewhere to the South of France . . . to Italy . . . . 
				to India!  "I should certainly go abroad too," his wife said. "But look at 
				the number of the ticket!"  "Wait, wait! . . ."  He walked about the room and went on thinking. It occurred to 
				him: what if his wife really did go abroad? It is pleasant to 
				travel alone, or in the society of light, careless women who 
				live in the present, and not such as think and talk all the 
				journey about nothing but their children, sigh, and tremble with 
				dismay over every farthing. Ivan Dmitritch imagined his wife in 
				the train with a multitude of parcels, baskets, and bags; she 
				would be sighing over something, complaining that the train made 
				her head ache, that she had spent so much money. . . . At the 
				stations he would continually be having to run for boiling 
				water, bread and butter. . . . She wouldn't have dinner because 
				of its being too dear. . . .  "She would begrudge me every farthing," he thought, with a 
				glance at his wife. "The lottery ticket is hers, not mine! 
				Besides, what is the use of her going abroad? What does she want 
				there? She would shut herself up in the hotel, and not let me 
				out of her sight. . . . I know!"  And for the first time in his life his mind dwelt on the fact 
				that his wife had grown elderly and plain, and that she was 
				saturated through and through with the smell of cooking, while 
				he was still young, fresh, and healthy, and might well have got 
				married again.  "Of course, all that is silly nonsense," he thought; "but . . . 
				why should she go abroad? What would she make of it? And yet she 
				would go, of course. . . . I can fancy . . . In reality it is 
				all one to her, whether it is Naples or Klin. She would only be 
				in my way. I should be dependent upon her. I can fancy how, like 
				a regular woman, she will lock the money up as soon as she gets 
				it. . . . She will hide it from me. . . . She will look after 
				her relations and grudge me every farthing."  Ivan Dmitritch thought of her relations. All those wretched 
				brothers and sisters and aunts and uncles would come crawling 
				about as soon as they heard of the winning ticket, would begin 
				whining like beggars, and fawning upon them with oily, 
				hypocritical smiles. Wretched, detestable people! If they were 
				given anything, they would ask for more; while if they were 
				refused, they would swear at them, slander them, and wish them 
				every kind of misfortune.  Ivan Dmitritch remembered his own relations, and their faces, at 
				which he had looked impartially in the past, struck him now as 
				repulsive and hateful.  "They are such reptiles!" he thought.  And his wife's face, too, struck him as repulsive and hateful. 
				Anger surged up in his heart against her, and he thought 
				malignantly:  "She knows nothing about money, and so she is stingy. If she won 
				it she would give me a hundred roubles, and put the rest away 
				under lock and key."  And he looked at his wife, not with a smile now, but with 
				hatred. She glanced at him too, and also with hatred and anger. 
				She had her own daydreams, her own plans, her own reflections; 
				she understood perfectly well what her husband's dreams were. 
				She knew who would be the first to try and grab her winnings.
				 "It's very nice making daydreams at other people's expense!" is 
				what her eyes expressed. "No, don't you dare!"  Her husband understood her look; hatred began stirring again in 
				his breast, and in order to annoy his wife he glanced quickly, 
				to spite her at the fourth page on the newspaper and read out 
				triumphantly:  "Series 9,499, number 46! Not 26!"  Hatred and hope both disappeared at once, and it began 
				immediately to seem to Ivan Dmitritch and his wife that their 
				rooms were dark and small and low-pitched, that the supper they 
				had been eating was not doing them good, but lying heavy on 
				their stomachs, that the evenings were long and wearisome. . . .
				 "What the devil's the meaning of it?" said Ivan Dmitritch, 
				beginning to be ill-humoured. "Wherever one steps there are bits 
				of paper under one's feet, crumbs, husks. The rooms are never 
				swept! One is simply forced to go out. Damnation take my soul 
				entirely! I shall go and hang myself on the first aspen-tree!"
				 NOTES St. Martin's summer: a period of mild weather occurring in late 
				autumn
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